What am I ?
This ethnography project on Aiyannars was a diversion from the usual me who always sits in front of my laptop and did either of the two things (a) watching TED talks and interviews of various game designers (b) fiddling with the construct game engine to make games which I believe are going to change the world for better (trust me I am a designer).Probably one of the reasons why I took up this outdoor project was my subconscious mind which seemed to have deeply inspired by Shigeru Miyamoto who is said to have gone for an evening walk when the idea for the most loved video game by mankind,”Mario”, came to his mind.But that was a subconscious reason and note the word “p-r-o-b-a-b-ly” there.
“A goal is not always meant to be reached.It often serves simply as something to aim at”
The reason (a conscious one) why I wanted to do this project was because I wanted to remove the monkey off my back which poked me to make a documentary of a journey in the “Lonely planet” style(which was my favorite travel documentary on discovery Channel) also I wanted to try something which I am not good at, “candid talk with people”, specially to the people from the rural.Me coming from a metropolitan upbringing always felt this disconnect when it came to talk to people from my village.I have definitely changed a lot after a year of sabbatical I spent in Delhi before joining IDC but I still wanted to get more of this.May be I wanted to bring the “Hippie” inside me to wake up.Another reason for this project was that I was always poked by my north-Indian friends by saying that south-Indians worship Ravana (the character representing evil in the Hindu epic , Ramayana).I always doubted “was it the Aiyannars whom they(my north-Indian friends) have mistaken as Ravana?” because both are depicted as huge scary idols.I wanted to see if there is any truth in this speculation of mine.That’s all, these were the only two reason why I wanted to do this project.
I had already done a user-study trip to mount abu in the year 2010 which was for finding ways to ease the use of camera mobile technology for the rural population.I never found myself there because I never believed in technology as a liberator in people’s lives.You might smell a conflict in my statements because I am from a technology background (atleast career wise). The fact is I was always seen as an eccentric guy with a slant towards art during my days as a software engineer.Similarly, I am being seen as an eccentric guy with technical slant in the design community after I came to IDC.
conditions before the start of the project
But ignoring the fingers that are pointed towards me (as I always have), I decided to work on video games which I believe is the sum total of all the creative mediums of expression ever known to man.I was really tired after a presentation spill in P2 project which was given an extension and I wanted a break desperately and hence was looking for serendipity that can save my equanimity.I felt looking within myself (into my own culture which is still an alien for me due to many reasons) would give me few moments of bliss.
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